Jeanine, my prayers are with you. I know the loss you are going through but please know this, you will get through this, because the Lord is with you. You are such a strong woman of faith. You have endured much and you will endure this, too. God is faithful and He will never leave you nor forsake you. I pray you will find peace and comfort in the Lord. I pray you will rest in Him. I pray you will know His presence more thane ever before. You know your family is very precious to me. You will always be. I am praying for you, dear sister. Love you. II Corinthians 4: 8-9